Sometimes my life seems good if it was read in alphabetical order rather than chronological order...!!
But i prefer chronological order..
Yesterday i went to  park to chill out ...
My mind has been continuously deceived by  my heart and i felt very dizzy for the things that are happening in my life...
tried to find solace in music ...
it dint work...
So decided to relax in the lap of nature.
This park which was located in the outskirts of city is damn cool..
And it was built in wonderful landscape covered with lush green grass and tall trees with huge trunks and green grass under the trees spangled with the fallen
petals..
Actually it was the plan of former mayor who was a great  ..!!
And also it was endowed with serenity ,lot of people used to wander over there for fresh air ..!!
Some people come there to forget their daily exasperations...!!
And some old people to have a light walk to keep their nerves fit...
And some young people(it would be better if called couples ) to forget (loss too)themselves in each others eyes..!!
And some people who were dejected by the so called society where those people cant find their place to fit...!!
anyway i started my routine walk...
After 10 min walk i found some person lying unconsciously on a wooden bench....!!
i took  a long peek at him for the fact that i have seen him somewhere before...!!!
think 
think
think
Hmm....
He is my hindi teacher at high school...
A man in his early 60's ,still not settled in life..
He is simply amazing at designing students and failed to design his own life..
He has a small kid of 10 yrs now..
its so hard for a small school teacher to eke out his living...

And their friendship (i dunno whether it is friendship or something else....i used to call it friendship)...!!
There is something interesting happened today in class...
Our lecturer Mr.Ramakrishna (known to students as Rakhi) 
Asked us a question...
"Does god exists....??"
Arjun being very active and humorous got up and told that " God exists...!!
I saw khaleja movie...!!""
Sir as well as we laughed for a while 
After that sir asked us for serious answer ...!!
No one now..
And he told a small story which included Sr Issac Newton
And here the story goes..
" There is a friend of Newton who is an atheist..And he uses to say that in this world no god exists....
Once he visited Newton's lab and found a model of solar system...!!
He was fascinated by its mechanism which works by cranking the sun...
And asked Newton who made this...
Newton replied "NONE"
He was astonished by that answer And contradicted with his statement that certainly it should be made by a person definitely...
Newton said NoNE made it
...
And his atheist friend  Told "plz dont joke ..
it was such a great mechanism ..certainly it would have made by an amazing person"
If this model is made by a person definitely there should be a person behind this universe or Solar system of which this is a model...!!""
And with this answer his atheist friend is no more atheist now..""
With this story Sir is clear that God exists..!!
And now its my turn to be astonished...
If God  exists why he lets people to fight over religions,creed,caste etc...?? 
These crazy people were confused with the doubt "What is the name of The Almighty..??""
And fighting for it...
And also the bloody caste system which has divided this Indian society into many groups etc...
And the only reason behind India 's backwardness is the bloody caste system...!!

And he escaped..Violating the undocumented laws of professional conduct ..
And he moved on with same  pace till he get into our college...!!


There is a small love story for these fellows...
This mischievous guy Arjun  loves Varsha since his childhood And Varsha didnt even noticed him ..!!
On one fine day  in a new year celebration both met and  became good friends...!!
After few days a foreign family who settled in India moved into their streets...


They had a daughter of his age and Her name is Valentina.
And now Arjun's attention moved onto dis 'V' Desi girl from our Desi girl Varsha...
Even he asked her help to express his love(Dont know what it is...!!) to Valentina....
After so many days of friendship(So many guys mistook this for love and so arjun) One day she introduced her boy friend to Arjun........
being a mischievous guy he took it with very light heart...
And now he stick to his Desi girl Varsha Since then they haven;y fought with each other till now...!!

This is crazy life...
well crazy people call it crazy...
Myself a crazy girl....
why im going this much crazy about craze is i was amazed by their love story...
For the fact that I HATE LUV STORIES....!!
But this one sounds good...
Varsha and Arjun's.......!!
Both are good friends of mine and had much impact on my life which otherwise would be an archaic language...!!
I want to write their story in my diary only because it was a 'chil(le)d ' one..!!
These two people used to live in opposite houses and Varsha even dint know that there is a boy living next door ....
This crazy boy used to watch all people in that street and became  familiar with every inch of that street..
One day he hit the ball into her home and lost his ball and also his temper...!!
Later got a crazy punishment by his military dad ...!!
and the punishment was "To count the leaves of the tamarind tree that stood before his home"
And this arjun is quite intelligent and he managed to escape it by telling "" TO BE PRECISE THERE ARE 68632432434353243545 LEAVES ....."....

Dreams- a good way to predict my future has given me yet another prediction..!!
It predicted a girl scolding a person in front of me ..
U know in dreams we just see people and can understand actions but the dialogues we cant hear them....!!
But i came to know that some other pair  is about to BREAK UP...!!
This time i was not involved in that Break up...
I was amazed why i had this dream....!!??
perplexed....!!
Did i had anything to do with this break up..
May this break up influence my career....
donno ...
lets leave for My Belated destiny..
Very soon i got up that day and gone to college...
this time things happening too quickly.....
As i entered college through the front gate the gate which may make people to feel that ours is a world class university  a sight of two people intrigued me....
i was very taken away by their discussion ...!!
Those two people were .....
No i just cant believe my very own eyes...
It was Varsha and Arjun ...
Those people who got crept into my diary had indulged in a quarrel...
Oh no...
it was the break up that i've seen in dream...
Amazed.....
I tried to escape from their view...
But this Varsha called me and got me into their break up.....
what i can say...
I neither had experience nor had love..!!


 

As soon as i came to knew that my life's been messed up ,I've started resolving myself and solving the most pragmatic question that my life used to offer me...!!I've gone through every nook and cranny of my heart for those solutions but in vain.
Every time i think with mind it seems quite simple one and ofcourse a cake walk.Which turn out to be a tight rope walk when i use my heart...!!
Yet it raised 2 more questions for me....
why all these crap happens to me and how i let'em to happen.........!!!
Well my insane brain which got mad few months ago couldn't find  answers for those infernal questions.And i fancied someone might come and lend me his/her helping hand to come out from this Valley of despair...
These were the thoughts when i was trying to get some decent sleep.
It was well known that these dayz people like me spend almost 3 or odd hrs by rolling over bed or Texting to an alien person...
Finally i managed to close mah eyes at 12 30 AM...
Dont know where it leads It may result in a headache or a Hongover without drinks...!!
I just dont know then That My life had something to predict my future  through  dreams......!!

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Everything in life seems too boring untill something happens...

My life is not an exception as its too boring with nothing new under sun..

I was messed up with the so called results and so many craps....

It is the time to have a change..

Every time i was provided what i wanted from this Fatso life..

This time the change little bit scary..

It has shown me what love is....

Why Indian people were regarded as best people over globe...

It has shown me the power and affection that exists between two human beings....... 
Something scary was happened that day...

I was still sleeping then and i suddenly hell awaken by the loud screams of mommy....
She got a phone informing that her only brother 
And my only Uncle
And Granny's only son
had met with an accident while crossing road..!!
Shell-shocked....!!
For he was a good rider ..
And the mistake is someone is going on 120 kmph on dirty village roads...
What the hell these bike freakers think....??
Even there is urgency no one on this earth could have suggested that speed...!!
He was badly injured...
And mom she was just inconsolable..
she is out of senses....
The affection of blood relation brought so many people to Hospital where he was admitted..
And few people who has no blood relationship (This fatso world call them friends..!!)arrived...!!

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Hello..

this is Naveen chandra.K

I just want to write something crap........

This story revolves arround a desi girl as the name suggests...

  ALL THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY ARE COMPLETELY NOT FICTIONAL.THEY  ARE CLOSELY RELATED TO MY LIFE.AND ONE CAN FIND MANY RESEMBLANCES OF MY COLLEGE LIFE.

Here we go......

I think its better to narrate the whole story through the girl as it justifies the Title.

The main character in this story is a teenage girl who doing her B.Tech In Mechanical Engg...(just like in many movies like 3idiots,happy days and so on...).Enough the introduction here....

lets know about my Desi girl through her voice.

And the story starts.....

I know writing a diary is never a bad habit and it helps a human being to learn many things and keeps him/her fit in emotional intelligence.But i have never been such good at keeping my diary as i just hate to recollect the past.

But one day i started writing my diary all of a sudden as i felt strong urge to have a record for things i've done.But i hate it doing regularly and i kept writing whenever possible .

  I never confined myself to writing by date...

kept writing like a metallurgy notes 3 pages one day and one page other day some times no writing..

 Basically i am a shy girl ,sometimes i wants to mingle with people but maintains distance with them due to my shyness.My Village background might be a reason .But i was almost like a girl who grown up in a metro as i'm the topper of Kendriya vidya parishat,Kanchanbagh...

They says that CBSE students are weak at maths but i've chosen MPC and made it into one of premier institutions of Engg in our region.

To my luck i got a mechanical engg seat..

It all started when i entered college with a fear of ragging and hoping new friends .