Well,i am writing too much about the things that had no connection with my life..!!
But now the situation had demanded some more..!!
well,The starting of the new year had given rather startling experience.
Something unusual had crept into my life ..!!
I happened to hear a chat between Varsha and Arun on the eve of New year..!!
Their chat had suddenly stapled all my senses together and diverted me from the prevailing chaotic turbulence of my confused life..!!


It was almost dawn when i joined Varsha and Arun in college canteen
which is deserted because of the last day of year .!!
Many people were busy in welcoming the new year.
Otherwise the canteen would be teemed with activity..!!
well, They have been sitting there with shut mouths since 20 minutes.!
The cold coffee which was hot a few moments earlier suggested me that it is nothing short of 20 minutes.!
The chat goes like
Varsha  :    Speak something Mr.Idiot...!!
                 (Breaking the silence of 20 minutes,sipping the cold coffee )...
Arun     :    I have been waiting fro u to speak ,Ms.Stupid.!
Varsha  :     say something ,Arun...
                 i love the way u speak(Truth is this that She never wants to let 
                 her secrets escape from her mouth,That is why she always prefers              
                listening to Arun..!!)
Me         :    I'm sorry to disturb u guys...!!
                 I hope that my presence is not that disturbing to u..!!
Varsha  :    Sounds funny ,My dear little girl.!
                 Its ain't that disturbing than his shut mouth..!!
Arun     :     Whoa..!!
                 That is the thing finally i deserve..!!
Me          :    Shut up please..!!
Arun       :    see, This girl blaming me for everything..!!
Varsha  :    I do remember well ,Arun said " I love to be blamed by u"...!!
Arun:          What thing on this dear earth made u to stick to that thing..??
                  For the fact that times change which might change people too...!!
Varsha:      I fear that.............
Me :          Shut up again...
                 lemme know how the things going on in college since my last week  
                 absence.!
Arun:        oh
                 We are sorry ...!!
Varsha:     "we"...??
                I feel that i'm not include in that "WE"..!!
Me:          Varsha ,Please..!!,
                you continue Arun.!


Arun:       There has been a great rumor which has circling through the rooms  
                 of dormitory ...!!
Varsha:     Stop Arun..!!
               Stop the hell..
               That hell might give her another hell week...!!
Arun :      u see Varsha, It is so difficult to hide things in campus..!!
               I think she is right now..!!
Me:        whoa...!!
             Its ain't that a bad Idea..!!
             Varsha, i think Arun should carry on..!!
Arun :     I think u remember that boy...!!
Me :      Which boy.?
Arun:      The boy who had made it into u r diary prior to me and whose death 
              accident had shaken all u r senses and kept u like numb for almost 4 
             weeks...!!
Me:        well, how can i forget that..
              If it is 9/11 for USA
             it is him for me..!!
Varsha:   I think we should move now.!
Me:        Oh, c'mon Varsha, I am okay now...!!
             Let him break the suspense.!
Varsha:   i fear that it might be a soul searing stuff for u..!!
Me:        No more,I am A Okay now.!
             Tell me what happened to him.!
Arun:     The rumor  says that It was not the accident which had taken his life 
            but he was murdered by some fellows.!


I was dumbstruck at the very moment i happened to hear this..!!!