As soon as i came to knew that my life's been messed up ,I've started resolving myself and solving the most pragmatic question that my life used to offer me...!!I've gone through every nook and cranny of my heart for those solutions but in vain.
Every time i think with mind it seems quite simple one and ofcourse a cake walk.Which turn out to be a tight rope walk when i use my heart...!!
Yet it raised 2 more questions for me....
why all these crap happens to me and how i let'em to happen.........!!!
Well my insane brain which got mad few months ago couldn't find  answers for those infernal questions.And i fancied someone might come and lend me his/her helping hand to come out from this Valley of despair...
These were the thoughts when i was trying to get some decent sleep.
It was well known that these dayz people like me spend almost 3 or odd hrs by rolling over bed or Texting to an alien person...
Finally i managed to close mah eyes at 12 30 AM...
Dont know where it leads It may result in a headache or a Hongover without drinks...!!
I just dont know then That My life had something to predict my future  through  dreams......!!

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Everything in life seems too boring untill something happens...

My life is not an exception as its too boring with nothing new under sun..

I was messed up with the so called results and so many craps....

It is the time to have a change..

Every time i was provided what i wanted from this Fatso life..

This time the change little bit scary..

It has shown me what love is....

Why Indian people were regarded as best people over globe...

It has shown me the power and affection that exists between two human beings....... 
Something scary was happened that day...

I was still sleeping then and i suddenly hell awaken by the loud screams of mommy....
She got a phone informing that her only brother 
And my only Uncle
And Granny's only son
had met with an accident while crossing road..!!
Shell-shocked....!!
For he was a good rider ..
And the mistake is someone is going on 120 kmph on dirty village roads...
What the hell these bike freakers think....??
Even there is urgency no one on this earth could have suggested that speed...!!
He was badly injured...
And mom she was just inconsolable..
she is out of senses....
The affection of blood relation brought so many people to Hospital where he was admitted..
And few people who has no blood relationship (This fatso world call them friends..!!)arrived...!!